Back in 1998 I began my transformational journey which guided me to find my voice. To understand that I am okay, as is, no matter what. Just like my therapist told me way back when *God Doesn't Make Junk* or some words to that affect. I began to learn, understand and find myself. My likes, my dislikes, what I wanted and what I didn't want in my life, for myself personally as well as for my children at the time. Here I am in 2012 still journeying, still discovering, still un-earthing new things about me, my life and the world around me and it has been one fantantasical, whimsical and sometimes painful but beautiful ride!
Jamie Ridler asks us today at Wishcasting Wednesday *What Do You Wish To Attract?* and my definite answer is Great Energy Flow! The flow of self-love, self-acceptance, self-confidence! I have been speaking of this since the beginning of this year and to expand on this I want my friends out there to know that I have all this already but have come to learn through this Winter's Season that these are the things that I need to strengthen, to tweak and to adjust so I may move forward without self-doubt and to know beyond a shadow of a doubt that YES, I am more than good enough, smart enough, pretty enough no matter what.
I have always had a tendency to compare myself to others, to beat myself up over things I shouldn't have and to instinctively know that the talents and gifts that I hold are just as special as anyone else's. To allow my past mistakes (the HUGE ones especially pertaining to my children) to just go. The past is just that, the past! I have always worried about what others have thought or what they will think of me. Of always wanting to belong but to tell you the truth, I don't need to have every single person like me or agree with me. It's okay because regardless, I'm fine as is!
So as far as I'm concerned, I'm opening my arms up to some Great, Beautiful, Earth Goddess Energy!
5 Confessions:
Your therapist obviously never met my family! hahahaha. I am happy to hear you are living for you! I always tell people "When you start paying my bills I'll start caring what you think." So basically I only have to care what I think, what Mark thinks, and what my customers think! And I suppose I can care what my friends think as long as they think I am awesome. Hahahahaha
Oh yes... love it, positive energy.
This can take you very far in life... such a great element to have surrounding you.
As you wish for yourself, I wish for you as well. :]
Oh, I can so relate to your post. May lots of positive energy flow your way.
As you wish for yourself, so I wish for you also.
Gorgeous post, Jennifer - I get such a wonderful sense of energy from reading it that I know you already have some seriously awesome positive energy going through you now.
But when it comes to positive energy, you can't have too much of a good thing, so I wish you yet more energy flow to bring you even more joy
As you wish for yourself, so I wish for you :-)
Hi Jennifer,
May energy come your way and stay there for a very long time! As you wish for yourself, I wish for you too. Greetings from France.
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